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Well it is official. People are tired of hearing my complaints. Well just because you are tired of hearing that I am struggling doesn’t mean that I am done being miserable. Last night I tried going out and having fun. It ended up with me setting alone in a corner, trying to make myself not leave, well I left and then proceeded to try to not cry- which succeeded because I rarely cry. I love my job, most days (excluding the past few), but my personal life is nonexistent. I teach, coach, workout alone, and then go home- every single day. The weekends consist of my setting on my coach watching TV. I stay broke and have no friends. I still talk to my friends from college and damn I miss them every moment but in this town I have people to “talk to ” but no one to hang out with or anything. Every single person I have met (excluding men ) is married and in a completely different phase of life. I need something. I need something to look forward to. I need happiness. I just don’t know what to do. I know that is just like- whah whah whah but seriously- I am on depression medicine and it is no longer helping. I am constantly dealing with shit. I should have never taken the coaching job- ti is too much stress and too much STUPID shit. No one is ever happy and it is constantly just stresssssssssssssssssssss

I need something 


once my friend was waiting for her mom to pick her up and she called her mom and her mom said “im on my way, the traffic is just slow, im coming” and my friend went “mom i called the house phone”


I don’t mean to interrupt people I just randomly remember things and get really excited I’m sorry